I’m sitting outside the large, covered bird park in the Lake Gardens just north of Le Meridian hotel. I’m sitting, waiting for the rain to run out so that I can see the world’s largest aviary, something it will be difficult to do with water in my eyes.
The rain comes down as if the city’s taking a late morning shower, like the city sent to the beach early and now needs to rinse sunscreen out of its collective hair.
I asked the taxi driver if it was going to rain long, He laughed.
Earlier, I was in a bird store, preparing for my trip to the gardens by practicing with some smaller fowl. The man in the bird store was far more forthcoming about the rain that had started in the brief time since I’d entered the store. He said that if I didn’t like rain, perhaps I should have stayed in Canada.
I chose not to educate him about Vancouver and my dual citizenship and family history, and instead said I liked rain. Good, he said. He said if every country was like Canada, I would have no reason to come and if I still did we’d have nothing to talk about, lah?
(Lah, I should mention, is a Malaysian word that means anything—or everything, I guess. It means hello, yes, no, are you sure, yes I’m sure, I’m not really sure, I’m not arguing with you even though I just contradicted you, and have a nice day.)
The shop keeper then said that it doesn’t rain in Singapore, it rains in India and I should probably go there next because I like rain.
I nod and say “lah.” Then I run out the door to catch a taxi.
“Almost every American I know does trade large portions of his life for entertainment, hour by weeknight hour, binge by Saturday binge, Facebook check by Facebook check. I’m one of them. In the course of writing this I’ve watched all 13 episodes of House of Cards and who knows how many more West Wing episodes, and I’ve spent any number of blurred hours falling down internet rabbit holes. All instead of reading, or writing, or working, or spending real time with people I love.”
“Live a good life. If there are gods and they are just, then they will not care how devout you have been, but will welcome you based on the virtues you have lived by. If there are gods, but unjust, then you should not want to worship them. If there are no gods, then you will be gone, but will have lived a noble life that will live on in the memories of your loved ones.”
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